Another Day

Wake up and scroll through social media
Looking upon vanity and irrelevant trivia
But chained to the gravity of society
You push through with this normal insanity

Another day, half asleep and half awake
So far forgotten how to reach and take
Laying here and believing in dreams of fake
Hoping one day that I wont break

But hours and minutes tick by
You push yourself to get by
Put up a front and make it all alright
Even if the bridges in your chest are tight

I dunno how I can keep up this facade
Playing with people who likes to play masquerade
Its a fickle thing what we call life
Unknown of uncertainties whilst alive

Truthfully, how do we bring it to light?
Of another day coming to a night
Without it sinking back to the blackwater
To a another day that matter

By the Door

“Let it be”, that’s what you said
As you held my hand and head
A comfort I have loved so dear
But words that I never want to hear

You left me at a corner
It was to much to bear

But I saw truth and understanding
Something I know wont be worth saving
I replied and smiled, “I know.”
No matter how hard it is to throw

I was terrified truthfully
To have me as me, quite funny

I watched you walk away and knew
There was so much for you to do
I stand here, seeing you in the distance
Holding the door with such persistence

I really was hoping and praying
For me to stay but also leaving

Little Bird

Break free little bird
Has the cage gotten smaller?
Has your will gotten taller?
Did your feathers grew bigger?
Fly, fly to the ends of the earth
Reach for the stars and search
The endless galaxies you sought
But do clutch on a branch and moot
Rely on the strength of its roots
Has it not linger with you too?
But tonight, spread it wide and free
For we both know there is more to see

Fear

I cascaded down the stairs
I breathe the cold air
Rushing from the window tonight
I know how it must seem
It was a wine flavored dream

I tiptoed to reach your height
Glanced at your hand and held it tight
You pull me into an embrace
And shakes my soul at place
The moment was full of rose hue

I danced and breathe a smile
The look I got that could stretch a mile
You kissed with such fervent gentleness
I fear at most your finger trails off
And let go of my waist and wander off

Leaving me breathless and inflamed
In this empty hollowed ballroom,  stained
From your lovely wine flavored lips
Succumbing to the taste of disdain
Holding hostage to the cold floor that grips

Was it more than it seems to be?
Was it a facade that I only wish to see?
Heavens know of this colorless reality
And little that is left called serendipity
While I fear this is not meant for me

You

Lies, I hear lies after lies
Spoken of scorn yet not spoken to
Looking beyond the misty window
Yet the mist covers more so
It surrounds me and you don’t know

It whispers of the lonely nights
It wraps my body into its embrace
Setting me perfectly in place
As the rolling pendulum ticks
It speaks and long ignites

It is a stranger yet familiar
So I push it off before its bigger
I sit a top on this red bed
Admiring the time instead
Its 2:51, the clock fails me so

Yet what is new for me?
I quiver in this company
I fear as though it never leave
But an all too familiar feeling grew
It left when all I saw was you

Phoenix

How do you rip a soul in and empty shell?

How could a heart foregone such a  fiery hell?

Funny how life goes on in this pale sphere

And how our eyes turn from red to ashes

I tumbled and flew more in pain

Knowing everything you do was more in vain

Can we break our empty shells and scream

Clueless and colorful lies as it may seem

I was a soaring phoenix full of spirit

And you were the air beneath my wings

But the pouring rain failed us innate

No matter how strong the storm brings

We know very well how this ends

But fear not, for a tropical faith sends

A sun of hope and warmth to lean unto

Where ashes spark a blue flame undying

To a widespread mile of new beginning

 

Noise

I hear noise in a place full of zipped lips
In a pavement that stretches to eternity
I hear depths of uncertainty
Deafening hatred towards self
While I shut and bind
The fiery burn of my wounds rips
I feels as though they embellish my skin
In a beautiful reddish hue in sin
Funny as it may how these noise sound
A mirror pushed to shattered glass
Forming into a speechless enemy
Wrapping around your body sincerely
Kissing your lips, caressing embellishment
Embracing this soulful energy
Whilst you whisper false pretense
Eyes closed, silent and breathless
Its a game of the speechless and helpless
Versus the loud and overtaking mind

Autumn

Far of miles against the clear waters
The soft breeze of Autumn hitches
A reminder of memories that is hers
Stories written in the wind
Untold and felt but still blind

I ruffled my scarf and breathe a sigh
Autumn hues that filled your light
No being can stand that sight
I remember it well so far, so gone
How I would shoot stars at dawn

Dawn breaks and you were there
At countless nights of torture
You set foot unto my being
Etched a mark unto my skin and chest
And felt the depths of your breathe

Although you lit up with your smile
I could not feel you within the mile
The warmth entangled against my skin
My soul is untouched while I lift that chin
While I graze upon the lips of Autumn

But I know you felt this too
While my eyes can see the stars from you
The heat strips off in this Autumn’s trees
Begonias crowned on your pretty little head
Sheds off as I place it whilst on your knees

Its too addictive to feel your taste
But both of us walked off unfazed
But still I looked over my shoulders
And casts a smile as she drifts off
Lurking forward until Winter comes

 

Speechless

I am out of breath
Out of wishful thinking
Out of tears to shed
No more words unsaid

I was at the dawn of breaking
But I kept quiet and locked
The cold water had me sinking
Yet no saviour while I begged

But at the back of my mind
I can give a thousand reasons
For all the unforgiving seasons
A love undconditional and blind

Screaming, begging, and crying
Hoping I was enough undying
I swear every word I said
I ment and my love is still undead

I wanted to be her
The girl you dreamed of having
I know I cant no longer bear
I wasnt enough for you to be saving

Yet I am speechless
How easy it is to release
A love that consumes you once
For a forbidden bound of us

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